My fantasy world.

I have to wake up. I guess it's good to dream, but I have to stop it. 

I seem to get the feeling that I want my life to be a story. I want my life to be completely abnormal. I want a big fairytale. I want a romantic gesture from the guy of my dreams, for him to tell me i'm all he ever wanted and I mean the world to him. Yeah we'd break up. But it'd be a story.

I want to go somewhere I don't know. I want to act like I have that rock star attitude where it just seems like I don't give a damn in hell what anyone thinks. Make a fool out of myself just because I can.

I just want some abnormality.